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Well I am behind on my jouirnal entries…In the past weeks Drayton has really grown up alot…He communicates alot more.

He knows where his friend Tay Tay and Londyn live…When we are on the road and we are nearing the intersection where they live he says Tay Tay just about every time…It is amazing how smart he is…

When we are about to go out somewhere for errands or what have you I will say ok we are about to go to the store for instance and he quickly starts rounding up his favorite cars and tucks them under his chin and so on so he can get as many as possible without dropping any of them.

He and his new kitty Kuiper Ophelia are really liking each other alot…She stays right with him throughout the day like a loyal little comapnion should…He is ver good at being gentle but still has his moments that concern me like earlier when he carried her in here and I think he was cutting of her airway….Poor kitty…He sometimes tests me and will grab at her roughly…But for the most part he is very gentle…Today I was picking up around here and he was in the other room for a moment and when I discovered him he was watching up close and personal while Kuiper went potty in the litter box and sure enough he had his hands in there uh ohhh.  We did a good hand washing and I explained to him this was a noo nooo hope he understands.

Went out for dinner with a friend and her kids…Tay Tay and Londyn,,,Drayton was very well behaved:)) Always a pleasure to see him be such a gentlemen…

My stomach problems are still driving me insane…

On top of all that my relationship with Blake has come to a halt,,,I was left no other choice it seemed last week but to ask him for some space…

He needs to get his priorities in order and it appears he has no intention to do so anytime soon and sadly I am concerned for the irreversible damage it may do to our relationship…I need him to take responsibilty for some things and make certain situations right and he has expressed that he is not willing to do so…It is very disapointing and while I don’t want to throw him entirely under the bus I feel like it is important to get some feedback once in a while…

I am concerned about his choices and about his desire to be a good role model for our son and it is very important to me that our son not be subject to a negative atmosphere where his parents do nothing but biquer…It seems like in the recent months this is what we do most when we are together and I was not willing to continue on this path…

I have lots of feelings about this subject and getting it on paper is always helpful but I have been going over it all in my mind soo often that I am going ot be vague for now because I have no desire at this point to waste any more thought on it if I can help myself for now…

I feel like he has this potential to get back to being a responsible parent with his head on straight but I feel like he has grown accustomed to his new lifestyle of compulsive spending and well I am feeling bitter about the whole subject and how it is having an effect on our child…

I expect more from him and I feel like I was enabling him to be someone that he should not be by continuing to let it go every time he spent spent spent…..

Today was Michael Jacksons The King Of Pop’s funeral…It was live on the tube and of course I tuned in and so did Drayton at times when we danced to the music…

I love the song “SMILE”

ok….Looking forward to a trip in Oct to see my bestie Selina…Drayton and I will have such a great time.

What else is new…

Drayton is most fond still of cars…

He is an avid reader and an amazing artist…I have a wonderful collection of his drawings that I admire…I keep all his artwork.

He says go go go and he says many other words…

We spent the 4th of July with one of my childhood friends Catherine Fee and her family…Drayton went for his first boat ride and was a good sport he loved it…He was not fond of wearing his life jacket though…

We went to watch fireworks on the boat although there was not the best show Drayton was more interested in the moon and it was pretty cute to watch as he pointed and said moon…

When I sing twinkle twinkle little star he points up at the sky every time and I honestly have no idea how he knew to associate stars and the sky…He just did on his very own.

He tells you his name when you ask him and it comes out very clear…He still spells his name D

He loves to count to five when you ask him he says 3…

Brushing his teeth is a power struggle…He insists on doing it himself and I have to help him out but he hates when I do.

Everyone comments on what a well behaved little man he is….

Speaking of little he is 19 months old and still weighs 18.8 pounds…  Tiny lil sweet lil fella…

ok my phone just rang and it is my friend Lacey so I will continue at another time…..